Final stage is finally completed

Finally the vision is complete, at least for the time being and without any future big plans to follow. This third stage was by far the most difficult part of this process, it was also the loneliest part and the part that required the most faith. Everything I had was put right on the line as though a test of faith. My marriage was pushed to the limit as well as my finances and my physical and psychological stamina were all tested. I wish I could say that coming out of this I’m unscathed, but no, there are still gaping wounds along with many scars that will always be a part of this journey. But the work is done, and the healing which might take time is hopefully started. If anything, I came out with a clearer realization that I am what I am exactly what I am and that is just another flawed, vulnerable and clueless little human. The one rule that I try to follow besides treating others as I want to be treated (although this also is a source of much stumbling) is acting on your excitement and going as far as that takes me. It’s irresponsible to put so much on the line for such a confusing task, it’s also illogical and too risky. I still don’t know if what I do makes any sense or weather it’s complete nonsense. I wonder if I’ll ever know. In the meantime, what’s done is done, and thank god that’s it’s over. I gotta say the biggest thank you to my wife, although she will never land on this page due to her complete aversion and repugnance of this project. Her patience, although not the most eloquent, allowed me to persevere. The support came from the words that I saw on my testimonial page along with Google reviews that have pushed me far past my limits into improving this phase of my project. You gave me a mountain of love, support, and belief, without which this would not be possible. For those of you who in these 2 years have expressed your interest, you added greatly to my motivation. Therefore, for all of you, I am indebted forever with profound gratitude and appreciation. Believe me, if we get to see each other, I’ll already be in love with you, so prepare for a BIG HUG 😄
Well lol, with all this suffering, I’ll tell you that doing my daily practice has never felt so good and so easy. Seems like my body and mind have been craving just this kind of recipe for healing, although it seems like even more suffering the reality is that it feels just right.

As a transformation coach, my passion is helping others create the change they desperately know they need. Building and incorporating my practice into my own life manifested a fundamental and profound shift in me. More so than anything else I have ever experimented with (and I have tried a whole lot). With my practice, I have overcome my addictions, which stemmed from a lack of self-empowerment, disconnection, loneliness, emptiness, chaos, and anger. The joy, peace, gratitude, love, passion, and connection I feel daily in my current state is a reflection of that practice. I believe we all have unique life journeys, and therefore we all have a unique practice that is out there waiting to be tapped into to transform our lives. To help you start on that journey, I invite you to a 50-minute live session with me.

Together we will dive into:
Your life journey thus far, along with your hopes and dreams.
The fears and habits that hold you back.
Why making a meaningful change is vital for you right now.
My rate for this initial session is $200.

After this session, it’s time for a profound experience by visiting me for a complimentary transformative retreat, where we can connect further and really launch your transcendence. And thereafter, if you need my help with the integration of your experience with me or further action towards your change, I’ll be there for you!

Love ,

Yan

By Published On: September 7, 2026Categories: Myrtle Brach Retreat
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